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Taxicab Confessions 1

It's amazing how people can confess so much.  They act or look a certain way, but they speak with such honesty and awareness into their life and community.  Our favorite taxicab friend contributed significantly to some of our best conversations. 

Instead of sitting back and accepting his culture or accepting his community, he questioned it. This is one of the hardest things for people do as it's easier to conform rather than question.  But...he questioned.

He questioned why people were constantly voting in the same political leaders

He questioned why kids were being shot at the age of 16
He questioned who was a good role model for his daughter in a community of violence
He questioned why I came to his community to learn and help them
He questioned how people can be so naive in his country

It was always him against the world questioning someone or something. Although, he is aware of his own self being someone who conforms as well. He has lived in the same place, experiencing the same hardships, but he doesn't move or something new or different.  He continues to live in this lifestyle and promote a culture that accepts. 


A culture that accepts corruption

A culture that does not benefit from it's political leaders
A culture that financially suffers
A culture that promotes repetition
A culture that does not love it's people

It's all true no matter who you ask. The pressure for a student to become a doctor or lawyer, but limited resources to obtain it. The government not creating safe housing for it's people.  The government pocketing money from tourism.  With all the beauty in the natural land, the people are not benefiting from the profit. 

The cost of groceries for a family and the limited jobs. 

The culture of Belize promotes this laziness, this fighting against change, and inability to see the light.  Just like my taxicab driver, there are people who will live and die in the same exact house or same neighborhood.  They don't love their community or have a huge reason to stay rather they feel stuck in their place. They feel so stuck they can't discover something else. 


The culture consists of all different races as Belize is not just a race of Afro-Caribbeans, but there are Europeans and Asians. It's a complete mix of people living under the same sun.  They don't see how their culture is stifling them from their purpose.  They are just going with the flow day by day.


While this is true for many countries, there is something different about Belize.  It's something that any psychoanalyst or cultural analyst can easily pick up on.  For me, it's like Cambodia where there is something bad going on with the government. There is corruption for reasons that just don't need to be.  It doesn't make sense and with feedback from Belizians- they confirm that many things are not functioning right.



The only thing one can do unless living there to help out is...to pray



To pray for a better tomorrow for them.

Turn that Life Upside Down

Sometimes our life is imperfect for a reason we can't understand in the moment. How could God let something so horrible happen to us and why would he let it happen? Did I do something wrong to deserve such pain? 


People receive pain in different doses and some are much larger than others. Your cupboard is overflowing with medicines to try and heal the pain. But you are looking in the wrong place to be healed as your medicine is right above you. 
You have to turn to God, you have to praise him, and you have to continue to keep the faith. He wants you to go through this pain and find truth and turn this truth into another person´s life. 

To clarify, he gives you a challenge and you learn from the experiences with it and you gain acceptance. With this acceptance and understanding of what you are given, you can educate and inspire another persons life. It's like he gives you a set of keys to a new car, but it feels like a banged up old car. You are being given a special key  to enhance that persons life. That person is the old car who needs your help, guidance, inspiration, and mentor ship. They will never forget their past fully, but you can help them build a new future. Your story can empower them to move forward and find new ground. They don't feel like they are the only one suffering anymore. 

With this said, There was a wonderful man in he congregation who shared his story and changed the lives of others. In his childhood, he encountered some truly horrific things with his parents. It was a negative upbringing that could not be wished upon any child.  He engaged in the street life and stopped going to school.

With God's plan, a shining light came around and pulled him out of this dark world. She adopted him and took him out of the dark and into the light. With this he turned his life around and dedicated his life to ministry. 

With his story, youth feel hope and inspiration. He is a ray of sunshine and he's right where he is suppose to be in God's arms. He has such charisma and energy with the kids and heart to heart conversations with youth. He is also going on missions to the US with his talents. He shares his story and he dedicates his life to God- beautiful

-PRIS-