This is suppose to be a missionary trip as I was called by God to take this mission and confirmations were and still are coming through on a daily basis. While I always talk with people and make them laugh and smile, it's different this time. There are more people and its way more intense. It feels like I am always surrounded by those who want to receive love, praise, and acknowledgement. Their eyes stare at me at different moments and I know what they are seeing and seeking in me with my presence created from his spirit.
With the overwhelming amounts of people, the sad part is that I cannot always deliver, but I try my best to always stay turned on for people. To give them my all even when I feel tired or just want to have some peace. It truly feels like God is sending people from all kinds of directions and I just can't ignore that. I try to meet people, talk with them, and write about our interaction while exploring a city and volunteering. It is quite difficult to keep up with all of it, but that's what true work is you have no time for anything else because you are consumed by your passion. It's a beautiful thing. I just have to confirm my work through God and how special it truly is and believers like Francis, Mrs. Raquel, Maria, Richard, Mama Jones, Pastor Lewis, Pastor Hybel, and God. That's enough to keep me going along with undying faith.
As Mama Jones said, " Never give up on your God given purpose....Never. And don't let anyone or anything stand in your way."
Sometimes it feels overwhelming, but each day you keep on going. You don't listen to what people say and question it rather you keep moving and remember how blessed you truly are as you are working for your God.
With the overwhelming amounts of people, the sad part is that I cannot always deliver, but I try my best to always stay turned on for people. To give them my all even when I feel tired or just want to have some peace. It truly feels like God is sending people from all kinds of directions and I just can't ignore that. I try to meet people, talk with them, and write about our interaction while exploring a city and volunteering. It is quite difficult to keep up with all of it, but that's what true work is you have no time for anything else because you are consumed by your passion. It's a beautiful thing. I just have to confirm my work through God and how special it truly is and believers like Francis, Mrs. Raquel, Maria, Richard, Mama Jones, Pastor Lewis, Pastor Hybel, and God. That's enough to keep me going along with undying faith.
As Mama Jones said, " Never give up on your God given purpose....Never. And don't let anyone or anything stand in your way."
Sometimes it feels overwhelming, but each day you keep on going. You don't listen to what people say and question it rather you keep moving and remember how blessed you truly are as you are working for your God.
"People rise together when they believe in tomorrow, change today and forever cuz life keeps moving". Samantha James
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